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Reading Generously: ‘How We Fight for Our Lives’ by Saeed Jones

By Megan Willome 11 Comments

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How We Fight for Our Lives, by Saeed Jones

generous—freely sharing or giving; open-handed

You know it when you hear it, the difference in tone between the way a generous and a begrudging person speaks. Open-handedness is evident in the opening of the soft palate, each word making room.

Generosity is what I heard in listening to the audiobook of Saeed Jones’ How We Fight for Our Lives. Jones is a poet, and this book is his memoir. It won the Kirkus Prize and the Stonewall Book Award. I was afraid to read it, knowing some parts would be hard as he describes growing up gay and Black in a Texas town where I once lived.

But then I heard his voice. First on Sam Sanders’ podcast and then in a Texas Book Festival discussion. I bought the audio version of the book.

How We Fight for Our Lives book coverSo, each cold morning walk in December, Jones kept me company, gently unfolding his story.

Memoir is hard to do well. How does a writer not just go from start to finish but select which scenes most matter?—which tell this story, not the seventeen other stories that could be told? Jones is masterful in his selectivity.

A good book—whether memoir or fiction or some version of non-fiction—makes me question myself and my version of my life. In How We Fight for Our Lives, it was Jones’ relationship with his grandmother that most affected me. There was love, but also hurt. How could a boy on the cusp of adolescence be generous toward a woman who prayed in public for God to bring every plague and hardship upon her own daughter? It didn’t happen all at once. It took years of Jones learning to be generous toward his own failings.

My own grandmother was legendary. She was loving but not always nice. I’ve had a hard time reconciling her love with her hurt. It’s taken seeing her through the eyes of non-family members to realize she was more than her worst moments. I can only hope that the same might be said of me.

After I finished Jones’ memoir, I looked up his poetry. In Daedalus, After Icarus, Jones imagines the man after his son’s fall. He is the object of ridicule, but he doesn’t seem to notice.

We don’t know his name or why he walks
along our beach, talking to the wind.

In the poem’s final two lines, something shifts for Daedalus. The mocking continues, but he has heard truth in the taunts. He “turns, and runs toward the water.” His way forward is not up but out into the deep. I picture the father’s hands, open, swimming.

December’s Pages

Poetry
Leavings, by Wendell Berry

Picture Books and Early Readers
Katy and the Big Snow, by Virginia Lee Burton (Join us for Children’s Book Club next Friday, January 15)
We Don’t Eat Our Classmates, by Ryan T. Higgins
The Happy Day, by Ruth Krauss, illus. Marc Simont

Grownups
The Furious Hours, by Casey Cep
The Big Sleep, by Raymond Chandler
Little Black Sheep, by Ashley Cleveland
How We Fight for Our Lives, by Saeed Jones

Made Progress
Frankenstein, by Mary Shelly (reread, but it’s been a while)

For Discussion

1. What memoirs have stuck with you?
2. What stories have helped you become more generous with someone?
3. Share your December pages. Sliced, started, and abandoned are all fair game.

 

Photo by saebaryo, Creative Commons, via Flickr. Post by Megan Willome.

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Megan Willome is the author of The Joy of Poetry: How to Keep, Save & Make Your Life With Poems. She also writes for the WACOAN magazine, the Fredericksburg Standard Radio Post, and Magnolia Journal. When she goes to the library, she always comes home with at least one book for young people. Her day is incomplete without poetry and tea.

Comments

  1. Glynn says

    January 8, 2021 at 8:14 am

    For memoirs that have stuck with me, I have two by the same author – “The Oak and the Calf” and “Between Two Millstones, Vol. 1” by Aleksandr Solzhenitsyn. He’s one of those rare authors who wrote literary fiction and made history at the same time.

    December reading

    Mystery
    The Beach Party Mystery by Peter Bartram
    Force of Evil by Simon Michael
    Dark Streets Shineth by Clare Revell
    The Christmas Stalking by Lillian Duncan

    Fiction
    Understood Betsey by Dorothy Canfield Fisher
    The Baker’s Daughter by D.P. Cornelius
    So Much Better Your Way, Signed Jack by Theresa Laws
    In the Wine Press: Short Stories by Joshua Hren

    Non-fiction
    Charles Dickens: A Very Short Introduction by Jenny Hartley

    Drama
    Smart People by Lydia Diamond

    Christmas Novellas (I binged on them)
    Redeeming Christmas by Carol James
    Mary’s Christmas Surprise by Carol James
    Penny’s Yuletide Wish by Sally Britton
    Dr. Noah and the Sugar Plum Fairy by Carla Rossi
    Timed Arrow by Clare Revell
    Christmas with Miss Austen by Laura Briggs
    The Present by Toni Sheridan
    An Aussie Christmas Angel by Clare Revell
    A Dad for Christmas by Wendy Davy
    Mistletoe Melody by Stacey Weeks
    A New Hope for Christmas by Erin Stevenson
    Virtually Yours at Christmas by Clare Revell
    Christmas Lights by Tanya Hanson
    The Widow’s Christmas Miracle by Kathleen Bailey
    A Cup of Christmas Kindness by LoRee Perry
    Undercover Santa by Wendy Davy
    Christmastime in London Town by Clare Revell
    First Class Christmas by Katy Eeten
    A Christmas Homecoming by Kimberly Rose Johnson
    Mistletoe Movie Star by Wendy Davy
    Deep Freeze Christmas by Marion Merritt
    Holly Hearts by Tanya Hanson
    My Secret Santa by Jaclyn Wiest
    Midnight Clear by Autumn Macarthur
    Meet Me Under the Mistletoe by JoAnn Durgin

    Poetry
    Featherdusting the Moon by Troy Cady

    Reply
    • Megan Willome says

      January 8, 2021 at 10:41 am

      Wow, you did indeed binge. Hope the effect was holiday joy.

      Thank you for bringing up Solzhenitsyn. I have not read him–have been a bit intimidated, to be honest, but you’re so correct that he holds a unique place where literature and history meet.

      Reply
  2. L.L. Barkat says

    January 9, 2021 at 1:26 pm

    It’s so interesting how we can perceive a voice as generous or not. I wonder what it is that we are hearing that makes it so. (I also wonder… is it possible to have a voice that doesn’t sound generous while, in actuality, we can be a generous person and vice versa?)

    I’ve been skip reading a lot of books lately. Really enjoying The Reindeer Chronicles, The Nightfields (poems by Joanna Klink), and The Soil Will Save Us.

    What was one of your favorite lines or passages from Jones’ book?

    Reply
    • Megan Willome says

      January 9, 2021 at 3:19 pm

      I am sure I have misjudged voices, but not often.

      My favorite chapters were the short ones, where a small thing illustrates a big thing. I also love the ending, in Spain: “Our mothers are why we’re here.”

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    • Bethany R. says

      January 10, 2021 at 11:07 pm

      Hm, interesting thought about how we perceive a voice as generous or not. I think I have even found over time that my perception can evolve. A particular voice/conversation may be generative in one season when it was not in another, or vice versa.

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      • Megan Willome says

        January 11, 2021 at 10:37 am

        Very insightful, Bethany.

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  3. Bethany R. says

    January 9, 2021 at 3:33 pm

    Intrigued by this: “It took years of Jones learning to be generous toward his own failings.” Thanks for sharing this post. 🙂

    Reply
    • Megan D. Willome says

      January 9, 2021 at 7:42 pm

      Bethany, many parts of the book are hard, but i am glad I read it. The question of how we deal with our own failings when others have failed us intrigued me.

      Reply
      • Bethany R. says

        January 10, 2021 at 10:41 pm

        Yes, lots to think about there.

        Reply
  4. Will Willingham says

    March 20, 2021 at 9:22 am

    I’ve followed Jones’ work for a long time and, for reasons that are still not completely clear to me given how vastly different our experiences have been, have always felt a certain connection to it. His poetry collection in particular has stayed and stayed with me. I found his memoir both exquisite and excruciating, in a way that probably only he could accomplish. It sits on a small shelf in my living room along with a few other select titles, select in part because of the color of the cover, and in part because of my attachment to the books themselves. Jones, Gelman, Neruda, Cohen and one other.

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    • Megan Willome says

      March 20, 2021 at 11:38 am

      ”Exquisite and excruciating” is a very good description. I want to read more of Jones’ poetry. So glad to know this book has a special place on your shelf.

      Reply

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