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Wild Words Book Club: Finding And Using Your Wings

By Callie Feyen 2 Comments

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Part I

I’d heard all the rumors and stereotypes that go along with a girl that makes the Drill Team—a high school competitive dance squad. I understood from the jokes and the gimmicks that we were thought of as ditzy and only entertainment. It didn’t matter to me. I was 10 or 11 and I saw them perform and some part of me woke up. Some part of me knew—without a doubt—I would someday be out there, too.

This was also the same time I was learning what I wasn’t good at: sports and school. I believe it was around age 10 that I experienced my first season of liminal space. The tips of my fingers were stained purple from attempting to complete ditto worksheets titled, “Reinforcement” and “Re-Test,” while at the same time, my legs were sore from the conditioning I’d begun from the dance and gymnastic classes my mom recently signed me up for.

I developed a callus on my left middle finger from gripping my #2 pencil while I battled long division. I got my front tooth knocked out sitting in the dugout of a baseball game. I could also do a cartwheel on a balance beam three feet off the ground, a handspring off a dismount, and when I was 12, I asked my sixth grade music teacher if I could choreograph a dance to one of the songs and teach it to my entire 6th grade class. He said yes.

The summer before my freshman year of high school, I kept my desire to be on the Drill Team to myself, as I had the previous years. The week of tryouts I practiced the routine so much I could literally do it in my sleep. (I woke myself up several nights sitting straight up, shooting my arms up in a high V).

I went alone to the gymnasium doors to read the team list for the Junior Varsity 1990-1991 Drill Team. If I’d made the team or not, I wanted this moment all to myself to feel however I was going to feel.

I read my name, and ran all the way home, completely giddy with the quiet, methodical work I had done, and thrilled to now find out what it was I capable of.

Part II

Hadley was born and the need to write came on about as strong as my body’s need to feed her. Here again, a part of me woke up, and it wasn’t a matter of if. it was a matter of how I would write.

I took seconds every day to write a sentence—sometimes just a word—to capture a moment with Hadley. I wrote a letter to her each month. I read. I started blogging.

I was pregnant with Harper when I wrote my first short story about a girl who found her way around town through story and not through conventional directions like, “turn right,” “head east,” etc. For a wedding anniversary present, Jesse bought me colorful pens, a notebook, a subscription to a writing magazine, and a writing course on writing motherhood.

Hadley was 5 years old when I decided to go to Target on a late morning because I believed it was time to do the very bold and brave thing and consider purchasing a red lipstick. My phone rang while I was carefully and trepidatiously considering the very many shades of red there are to wear on one’s lips, so I let it ring because I didn’t want to break my concentration. It was the director of the MFA program I’d applied to, telling me I’d gotten into graduate school.

That second time of liminal space ended the same way – I was alone to relish these feelings all to myself, and to celebrate the slow and steady steps I took towards writing. Again, it was time to see what I was made of.

Part III

I am here again, in a liminal season. I’ve been here for a while, probably since my second book came out. This time though, I don’t think I’m aiming to become something—a dancer, a mother, a writer. I think the time of emergence is over and it’s time to trust in what it is I’ve become.

I think of the newly turned butterflies after their time being safely swaddled in their cocoons. They fly because they’ve found their wings. There is no room for doubt. There is however, all sorts of space for curiosity over where those wings will take her.

What joy she could bring to the world, showing off her scattered rainbow for those who care to look.

 

Discussion

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1. What have your liminal seasons looked like? How long did they last? What did you learn about yourself during this time?

2. Reading these two seasons I visualize a Venn Diagram because I think they overlap quite a bit. I am wondering if we can’t have one without the other. How do you see the relationship between these two seasons?

3. In an email discussion Nicole Gulotta told me that, “Putting words on paper is an exercise in hope.” I agree, and I think it’s especially true in a season of liminal space. Do you agree with this statement? Where do you find hope in your writing and in your season of liminal space?

4. This season of pandemic is certainly a season of liminal space. How can you tap into your curiosity during this time?

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Editor’s note: Join us this month as Callie Feyen leads a book club discussion of Nicole Gulotta’s Wild Words: Rituals, Routines and Rhythms for Braving the Writer’s Path.  We’re reading on the following schedule:

Announcement Post from Nicole Gulotta
May 6: Chapters 1-2: Five Ways to Begin
May 13: Chapters 3-4: Make Believe
May 20: Chapters 5-6: Return to Yourself
May 27: Chapters 7-8: Finding and Using Your Wings
June 3: Chapters 9-10
 
Photo by Martyn Fletcher, Creative Commons, via Flickr. Post by Callie Feyen.

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Callie Feyen likes Converse tennis shoes and colorful high heels, reading the poetry of Gerard Manley Hopkins, and the Twilight series. Her favorite outfit has always been a well-worn pair of jeans and a white T-shirt, but she wants hoop skirts with loads of tulle to come back into style. Her favorite line from literature comes from Sharon Creech’s Absolutely Normal Chaos: “I don’t know who I am yet. I’m still waiting to find out.” Feyen has served as the At-Risk Literacy Specialist in the Ypsilanti Public Schools and is the author of Twirl: my life with stories, writing & clothes and The Teacher Diaries: Romeo and Juliet.
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Callie Feyen likes Converse tennis shoes and colorful high heels, reading the poetry of Gerard Manley Hopkins, and the Twilight series. Her favorite outfit has always been a well-worn pair of jeans and a white T-shirt, but she wants hoop skirts with loads of tulle to come back into style. Her favorite line from literature comes from Sharon Creech’s Absolutely Normal Chaos: “I don’t know who I am yet. I’m still waiting to find out.” Feyen has served as the At-Risk Literacy Specialist in the Ypsilanti Public Schools and is the author of Twirl: my life with stories, writing & clothes and The Teacher Diaries: Romeo and Juliet.

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  1. Will Willingham says

    May 30, 2020 at 1:53 pm

    I think about this way the pandemic has created space for different things. Its course has been terrible, yes. This isn’t to diminish that. But as with all breaking and rending of things, there is a strange new space that opens.

    For the last 12 weeks, one of my adult sons has been staying with me while his grad school was sent off campus. We’ve been hanging out in a 700 SF one-bedroom apartment which is laid out in more of a studio than having a fully separate bedroom. We’ve both been working from opposite corners in this space, all day every day, and then spending our evenings together cooking, walking, exploring, talking.

    The enormous amount of time together has created a need (an opening, as it were) for us to have new things to talk about. And so we both have been reading a lot, listening to podcasts, being curious about thing if for no other reason that we can have something new to discuss on our walks. Of course there are other reasons. Certainly other benefits. But all the same, it’s created the space for it, and I’m grateful.

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    • L.L. Barkat says

      June 1, 2020 at 11:42 am

      That’s probably a Pandemic Journal entry. 😉 I love what’s happened here, because you made it happen. You could have chosen to ignore each other (insomuch as one can do that in a 700-sq-ft space) and ignore the possibility set before you, but instead… this rich curiosity and sharing. ✨

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