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Wild Words Book Club: Return to Yourself

By Callie Feyen 7 Comments

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At the beginning of my barre workout, the online instructor sets an intention that we’re to focus on as we relevé, plié, and battement. This morning’s intention is ambition. “What is it you are reaching for?” she asks us as we stand in second position and plié; our arms are raising up and down as we rise and descend.

My main ambition today is to go grocery shopping without getting Covid-19, I think, noticing pain in my arms and legs that I haven’t felt in a while. I’ve forgotten the impossibility of dance. I’ve forgotten how strong I must be to move with grace.

I watch how beautifully the instructor moves and I think again of ambition. I want to look like her.

Before I judge myself for the thought, I consider what it is about her that I want for myself. I push past the gorgeous hair, the perfect make-up, her abs (good gracious her abs are amazing), and I focus on her posture. I would like to stand like her.

I adjust myself: roll my shoulders back, elongate my neck, breath so that my chest—that I know I try to hide and cover up as much as possible—puffs out like a bird. Standing like this feels good and I decide I want to move like this throughout my day. I want to take up more space.

I suppose it seems strange to start off a discussion on writing with a scene of me exercising, but moving my body might be the most important writing ritual I have. Running, dancing, walking, kickboxing, any type of movement for a prolonged period of time is how I am able to do what Nicole Gulotta suggests in Chapter 5 of Wild Words: Focus on my feelings, then ask myself—what do I need, and what can I change?

This morning, as I practice standing tall without feeling ashamed, I feel powerful and vivacious. I need to feel this way more. I want this attitude to seep into the rest of my day.

As Nicole suggests, I consider what this feeling has to do with my creativity, specifically, my writing. Am I writing defensively? Am I writing toward something without letting the story unfold the way it needs to? When the story gets difficult, do I race to end it too quickly? Does my writing want or need something more from me?

I am not in the season of raising young children, but at times I wish I were because that was when I was building something alongside my girls. Motherhood and writing were so intertwined, the pairing ended up feeling like a security blanket. I could wrap myself tightly in it like a cocoon.

Now though, the blanket is gone, and as I stand in relevé and the instructor suggests I hold both hands in the air (“just for a breath”), I believe it is time for me to learn who I am, and who my writing is, apart from my girls.

Perhaps it isn’t so much my chest that I hide, rather it is my heart, I think, as I continue to stand tall and think about Nicole’s advice to “share what’s in [my] heart because it feels good.” Perhaps what I can change as I move forward in my career is to lead with my heart.

I think that’s how I will spread my wings, and see about this new part of myself I can return to.

Discussion

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1. How do you return to yourself? What sorts of things do you do to feel like yourself again?

2. How do you feel right now in regards to your writing projects and dreams? What do you need, and what can you change in regards to moving forward on your dreams?

3. What does slow writing look like for you?

4. If you are a parent, what season of raising your children are you in, and how does that affect your writing practice?

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Editor’s note: Join us this month as Callie Feyen leads a book club discussion of Nicole Gulotta’s Wild Words: Rituals, Routines and Rhythms for Braving the Writer’s Path.  We’re reading on the following schedule:

Announcement Post from Nicole Gulotta
May 6: Chapters 1-2: Five Ways to Begin
May 13: Chapters 3-4: Make Believe
May 20: Chapters 5-6: Return to Yourself
May 27: Chapters 7-8
June 3: Chapters 9-10

 

Photo by Matt Clark, Creative Commons, via Flickr. Post by Callie Feyen.

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Callie Feyen
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Callie Feyen likes Converse tennis shoes and colorful high heels, reading the poetry of Gerard Manley Hopkins, and the Twilight series. Her favorite outfit has always been a well-worn pair of jeans and a white T-shirt, but she wants hoop skirts with loads of tulle to come back into style. Her favorite line from literature comes from Sharon Creech’s Absolutely Normal Chaos: “I don’t know who I am yet. I’m still waiting to find out.” Feyen has served as the At-Risk Literacy Specialist in the Ypsilanti Public Schools and is the author of Twirl: my life with stories, writing & clothes and The Teacher Diaries: Romeo and Juliet.
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Callie Feyen likes Converse tennis shoes and colorful high heels, reading the poetry of Gerard Manley Hopkins, and the Twilight series. Her favorite outfit has always been a well-worn pair of jeans and a white T-shirt, but she wants hoop skirts with loads of tulle to come back into style. Her favorite line from literature comes from Sharon Creech’s Absolutely Normal Chaos: “I don’t know who I am yet. I’m still waiting to find out.” Feyen has served as the At-Risk Literacy Specialist in the Ypsilanti Public Schools and is the author of Twirl: my life with stories, writing & clothes and The Teacher Diaries: Romeo and Juliet.

Comments

  1. Megan Willome says

    May 20, 2020 at 9:33 am

    Callie, this post is so my jam (said as I return from a Cycle&Sculpt workout, held outdoors because of the pandemic). Hopefully the writing task I go to now will hold more of me since I left it all on the hot parking lot.

    And learning who my writing is, apart from my kids, has been one of the gifts of these last few years. I continue to be surprised.

    Blessings on your journey.

    Reply
    • Callie Feyen says

      May 24, 2020 at 2:11 pm

      Cycle and Sculpt sounds like an amazing class. And outside sounds perfect!

      And yes, I find that the more I leave “on the mat” so to speak, the more I find in my writing.

      Reply
  2. Nicole Gulotta says

    May 20, 2020 at 1:24 pm

    “My main ambition today is to go grocery shopping without getting Covid-19.” My how our ambitions have changed these past few months! I agree about how moving your body is one of the most important writing rituals. I’m not in a very good routine with movement at the moment (so many ebbs and flows there!), but I rely on deep meditation to fill in the energy gaps and help me be more present day-to-day.

    Reply
    • Callie Feyen says

      May 24, 2020 at 2:14 pm

      I like that phrase, “fill in the energy gaps,” Nicole. Movement alludes in the words, I think. Goes to show how many ways there are to move (mental, physical).

      Your book has been such a gift for me to read, read again, and now write about. I appreciate your work!

      Reply
  3. Bethany Rohde says

    May 21, 2020 at 12:50 am

    “I’ve forgotten how strong I must be to move with grace.” I loved reading your post, Callie. Thank you for asking questions too. To answer one of them:

    1. Clip my nails short. Wear something PNW-Green or muted aqua. Get alone with a cup of fresh coffee, a working pen, and a piece of college-ruled paper. Sit. If this can be done under gentle light and in view of a cloud, all the better. Wait. Then run the pen.

    Reply
    • Callie Feyen says

      May 24, 2020 at 2:15 pm

      That’s very nice, Bethany. I read it outloud, and it feels like a poem.

      A writing routine that feels like a poem. Hmmmm, that seems quite appropriate.

      Reply
      • Bethany R. says

        May 24, 2020 at 2:20 pm

        Thank you, Callie. It helped me to write it out. Several times this week I thought about your question and this response and it kind of grounded me.

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